The reality of it sucks no matter what I will never have a family. I go to a home and it’s offered as one and lost every time because I ruin it. I’m not meant for a family. I cause all these problems, I feel like nothing is meant for me. These pills don’t make a fake happiness either. When will this all end and why am I even here?
This anti-depressants are a mood killer literally I need some better drugs that make me feel nothing and have no clue wtf is going on.



